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From: kjc@aramis.rutgers.edu (Kelly J. Cooper)
Newsgroups: alt.pub.dragons-inn
Subject: [HA] Preparations
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Date: 6 Jun 94 07:26:51 GMT
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ADMIN: Some brief comments by me, because we're so random about
       posting (almost exclusively my fault, that).  This post takes
place in the fall.  Kardia has recently realized, after breaking a
major curse afflicting Dasham, acting Supreme ArchMage of the
Generican Mage Guild, that she has the capacity for normal magic (not
just curse-breaking).  Additionally, Jameson has just pointed out that
it is possible for the Weaver to get back to her home-world, either
with help from Jameson or possibly from the 'kan.  If you're
interested in relatively recent posts leading up to this one, drop me
a line and I'll forward them to you.  Look for more [HA] as the summer
picks up.
       SECONDLY, I have recently MOVED.  Physically as well as
net-wise (to New Hampshire from New Jersey -- hence my delays in
posting).  kjc@cs.rutgers.edu will continue to work, but my main
addresses will change shortly to kjc@asylum.sf.ca.us (Cambridge, not
California) and kjc@morchella.ftp.com.

---

"In a crisis, we cut away
 what we don't need any more,
 in the good times, we find our way,
 we find our way back home..."
		--World Entertainment War

"I think twinkle is a nice word.  So's viridian.  I once knew a lady
 who had an imaginary fish."  -Delerium, Brief Lives

				 -*-

     Jameson led Kardia through the leaf-covered and chilly streets of
Generica, down out of Merchant's Hill and, skirting Low Town, out near
the docks where seafood restaurants held their own against sailor bars
and cuddle clubs.  Down an alley that was neither too dark nor
brightly lit, Jameson ducked into a doorway that looked almost exactly
like every other doorway they'd passed in the last fifteen minutes.

     Inside, the room was loosely packed with men of all shapes and
sizes, but each with distinctly asian features.  Jameson smiled
cheerfully and was largely ignored.  Leading Kardia between bodies and
tables randomly scattered around the room, Jameson made her way to a
particular long flat table with a heavily scarred wooden top, one of
four in what was now obviously a restaurant of sorts.  It was just
above waist height and broad enough to allow room for patrons sitting
in front of it to eat off the wooden blocks before them while still
leaving enough space for the man standing on the other side to work
with his tools to render slabs of raw fish into morsels and sea weed
wrapped portions.  He used a sharp knife, a wooden paddle, a bamboo
mat and his hands.  To one side of him was a heavy ceramic pot full of
sticky white rice on low heat.  On his other side was a small grill,
coals flickering red and gray, where the skins of different fish
crackled and chunks of eel were warmed and covered with a sweet sauce.

     Jameson inclined her head to the man and sat, indicating for
Kardia to sit beside her.  The man seemed to ignore her until a wooden
block covered with a riot of colors abruptly appeared between the two
women.  As the chef rinsed his hands in water below their sight-line
he muttered something that was definitely not Common.  Jameson replied
in the same language, speaking respectfully, but only received a glare
for her words.  She smiled sweetly, but was again ignored.

     "He said 'I will serve you because my people have better things
to do' and I thanked him for his kindness.  He disapproves of women
rather strenuously."  Jameson translated while pulling a pair of
sticks from a pocket somewhere and going to work on the raw fish
before them.  

     "I heard him."  Kardia said completely surprised, "That... that
was perfect Nipponese, from my world.  How strange."  She drew out her
own sticks from her pack with some wonder.

      Jameson smiled ruefully and apologized with a dip of her head.
They made fast work of the first serving and their plate was whisked
away as soon as it had been cleared.  Another took its place almost
immediately, but having taken the edge off their hunger, they ate this
one at a more leisurely pace.  Kardia laughed at the expression on
Jameson's face as the Walker savored a particularly buttery soft piece
of yellowtail.  Swallowing, Jameson waggled a chopstick at her and
threatened to coat her mucous membranes with wasabi powder.  In mock
horror, Kardia offered up her half of a salmon roll that contained
something like avocado, but slightly sweeter.  Accepting the bribe,
Jameson offered two particularly succulent pieces of tuna as a
conciliatory gesture.

     Contemplating a tobiko roll, Jameson said quietly, "I always
appreciate the pre-industrial analogs.  Not only do they lack
pollution, but the fishies are pretty much the same."  She chewed
thoughtfully for a few moments and finished, "I think reality leaks.
Too many coincidences, you know?"

     Kardia grinned, "Like an entire language and social customs,
that's a lot to swallow... yeah...." 

     Jameson shook her head, "No, you can explain that away with
travelers... and people who slip into the cracks and crevices and wake
up in a different world entirely.  But most of them don't bring whole
species of fish or animals with them.  Personalities often seem to
conform to archetypes, with variation from individual to individual,
but one eventually meets a leader, a visionary, a mysterious person, a
spritual guide, a betrayer, a fool, a hunter..." Jameson trailed off,
frowning slightly, "But plants and animals?  I don't know about them,
although I suppose they can accidently slip through space as easily as
a person.  Probably even more easily since they generally outnumber
whatever's considered 'human' on a given world..."  She stopped
abruptly, catching herself and almost blushing, though the color
didn't actually quite escape her collar-line.  "My apologies.  I am
getting too... comfortable, I guess.  Rambling on about such things
and presuming upon your patience."

     Kardia quirked a grin, "S'okay.  Just don't let it happen again."
Jameson snorted and in the silence following they listened to the
murmur of voices around them rising and falling.  In a much more
serious tone, Kardia began, "Going home..." and stopped.

     Jameson looked up and, seeing evidence of the Weaver's hesitance,
waited silently and without pressure.

     Kardia frowned and pursed her lips as she contemplated the shiny
baubles of flying fish roe.  "I... hmmm... I'm not exactly sure I want
to go home.  It's more... more an obligation.  If I can, I have to try
and find out what happened to everyone..."

     She looked up and then grinned at Jameson's confused expression.
"Maybe I'd better start at the beginning."

     "In the very beginning there were seven sons..." Kardia grinned,
"Yeah... a big family, there were twelve of us, all together.  Dad
could afford it, he was the President and CEO of RolloMay, a company
that was into high security cyberware.  The motto of the company was
`The Power that Keeps You Safe'" Kardia's smile went wry and she was
silent for just a moment.

      "We were successful.  Mostly through the discovery of a way to
not only speed up neural transmission through molecular replacement,
but how to couple that kind of tech with similar replacement of muscle
tissue for strength and a balanced joint enforcement.  On a singular
scale, each of the improvements wasn't as spectacular as other
companies; what we brought to the table was a way to balance the three
so that they best took advantage of each other.

      "RolloMay gradually became very successful.  Too successful in
some ways."  Kardia frowned slightly, "There was talk that the company
should have acquired more debt, held less cash assets, basically made
itself a less attractive target for takeover.  But Dad was old
fashioned, wanted to make sure that there was the basis for on-going
funds for long-term research before embarking on a new push.

      "The problem was that most of his competition wasn't so old
fashioned."  Kardia bit her upper lip and took a deep breath.

      Letting the breath out she frowned up at Jameson, "I don't know
what kinds of worlds you've been to... but in the one I come from the
main influences, the main powers are all rooted in money or the
ability to make money.  Corporations can make stable environments for
their employees simply because they have enough money to make it so,
to hire the people to protect them, or to empower the people that are
employed there to protect themselves with the base power of the
corporation to back them up.  The bigger the corporation, the larger
and more solid the base of operations.

      "That doesn't mean that people aren't moral there, or that
people aren't aware of what justice should be done.  It's just that...
sometimes one can't afford it.

      "Dad couldn't.  We were small enough to be swallowed whole; but
they gave him a different chance.  They basically took all my brothers
hostage.  Not by taking them... but by changing them.  They were
changed into swans, and were allowed to be human every night, but
during the day time, they were swans.  They were changed in the middle
of the complex with no visible tracing of the power that did it, and
no way to track how it was done.  They said that they could have
killed my brothers as easily as change them and Dad was told to
abdicate his power in the company or face having his sons murdered.

      "The police could do nothing.  Our internal security force was
stymied, and the members of our magical force resigned or simply
disappeared.  It was only at that change that we noticed that half our
magical resources had been lured away to other companies.  Of those
that were left, three could do nothing, and the fourth..."  Kardia
frowned, "The fourth died trying to lift the curse."

      "So Dad abdicated.  He did it because he now knew that he
couldn't keep his family safe, much less the people that worked for
him; and he knew that with someone else in the chair there wouldn't be
as many doubts in the workforce as to their safety.

      "The whole family moved out into the forest.  A few people came
with us.  Alistair..."  Kardia stumbled over the name, went silent and
then said softly, "He and I were married out there.  I guess it was
the first time I really saw him as a person..."  At a look from
Jameson she smiled, a little sadly, "He was the head of security and
took the breaching of his security badly enough to resign and stay
with us.  He..."  Kardia frowned a little, thinking something through,
"In a way, he was the one the pointed me at the possibilities of
stinging nettle.  He told me the fairy tale of the other princess
whose brothers had been changed, and, together, we researched the
process for making stinging nettle into fabric.  There was nothing to
lose in trying it, or so we thought, so I did it."

      "Seven shirts for seven swans, made within the year, by a silent
maker from stinging nettle.  As with the original story, the deadline
was insanely tight; and Sean, my youngest brother, was left with a
wing for a right arm.  Luckily, I did have the rest of the family and
Alistair around to keep me safe while I did it... though the locals
were leery of what they knew was a 'witch' in their midst.  They did
try something..."  Kardia's mouth pinched tight for a moment, "But the
family took care of them... and when they saw me destroying curses
they actually brought some of their folks to me."

      "It was weird, in some ways.  When I was working on those
shirts, I never really thought through what would happen... it's only
after what happened next I really realized the full consequences of
breaking that batch of curses.

      "We broke the obvious hold over the family, that of the swan
shapes on my brothers.  But that hold was all that was keeping back
the full weight of the ones that had wanted the takeover so badly."
Kardia swallowed, "They let us have the company back for two years,
long enough to make another breakthrough, and then they took the hard
way in.  They did a full and complete hostile takeover... so far as I
know..."  Kardia sighed, "Last I knew, Alistair was dead, my siblings
fighting for their lives, and I don't even know what... what happened
to..."  her voice broke and dropped into a whisper, "I don't know what
happened to anyone..."

      She closed her eyes and took a few breaths as the men around
them studiously ignored the woman's tears and Jameson kept herself
motionless.  Kardia wiped them away and looked at them for a moment
before shaking her head.  Her expression stilled, "Looks like I really
do need to go back and at least find out what happened.  And, if
possible, maybe bring whoever's left back here.  Thing is that I think
they stuffed me through a gate to here so that I couldn't help them
anymore; and in all my life I'd never *heard* of the possibility of a
gate."

      She rubbed the tears into her pants, took a sliver of the
perfect yellowtail and ate it slowly, savoring it.  Kardia sighed and
thought a bit, "Travel between worlds in my world was thought
impossible.  Space travel had been proven to be too expensive, and
while we knew that magic was a viable way of doing things, no one had
ever even heard of punching ways to other worlds.  I'd heard of going
into the afterlife, or even going astral to find someone who was dead;
but never other, real worlds."
      
      "As far as what I'd like to do once we get there.  I'd really
like to find out where everyone is.  What's happened to them, and how
we can bring them back.  This place is so much nicer to live in, I'm
sure that they would like to come here and just be safe.  I'm pretty
sure that the information about my family is on the systems of the
PentaOps database, which might be accessible on the Matrix.  They
would probably track them..."

      "The only way I can think of doing that covertly enough would be
through something in the local slang called 'shadowruns'.  They're
called that because they're usually down in the shadow of the
megacorps and they're runs because they have to be swift strikes
through the security because the corps are so big they could squash
anything that moved too slow.  We might be able to hire a decker to
run through the computer Matrix, and get into their systems and find
all this out... or something..."

     Jameson's chin was resting on her fist by the time Kardia had
finished, and her eyes seemed both very intent and unfocused.  She
opened her mouth but it was a few moments before she actually spoke --
and then all that came out was a softly sighed "Oh my."  She looked
down at the chopsticks clenched tightly in her right hand and made a
conscious effort to carefully open her fingers to put the sticks down
on the countertop.  The white and red ridges they left behind in her
fingers smoothed themselves over in a moment and she looked up from
her hands to Kardia's face.  "I'm sorry.  Words are... That sounds
like it was, um, very painful."  Seeing the hurt etched around
Kardia's eyes and mouth Jameson became gently brisk, and turned to
business matters.

     "The gateway.  It could still be there.  Some worlds have lots of
connections to other worlds.  Some don't.  Picture it like a spider
web, like dozens to hundreds of spider webs, each overlapping at the
others' borders in three dimensions."  The Walker interwove her
fingers, then fanned them out.  "And the center of each of the webs is
a nexus, somewhat like this world, and points of overlapping threads
are other worlds that it touches.  Some are farther out and might only
have their own reality and perhaps one other that touches it
peripherally."  

     She looked up at Kardia to confirm that the Weaver understood
before continuing, "Now, on the next scale up, each of these bits of
interconnected webbing are nodes themselves on much larger webs making
up universes."  Jameson successfully restrained herself from swinging
her arms about dramatically.

    Tapping the countertop significantly, Jameson emphasized "_This_
world in particular touches a truly astronomical number of other
places and thus tends to be important bit of territory in your basic
interdimensional power struggle."  Jameson's grin was cheerfully wry.
"It also has a lot of solid reference points so you can reach out to
other places.  Er, the point being, even when a world doesn't have
many connections, or even none at all, if you can locate it in
relation to your world (or another known world), you can establish a
link to it.  And, it is very likely that your, er, abductors may have
found it easier to open a connection and keep it open, then to punch
through over and over."  She squinted a moment.  

     "In conclusion, I guess what I'm trying to explain is that
n-space is sort of like a computer Matrix.  And if you know the
routing, you can send yourself like a packet.  Too many hops, though,
and you vanish in a puff of improbability.  Except, unlike spider webs
and computer matrices, those connections are a cross between a hole or
tunnel in something that isn't there and a kind of drawing together of 
two places so that they touch and you can cross between them."  She
smiled, having finally completed the thought, then abruptly frowned
with concern at Kardia.  "Did that make any sense at all?"

     Kardia grinned at the Walker, "Kinda, but not really.  A hole in
nothing that draws two places together really doesn't sound like it
should make that much common sense.  I think I'm going to take it on
faith and spider webs, that part made sense to me."

     Jameons grinned.  "In any case, one thing is very likely -- and
that is that I can probably work within this Matrix and be our
Decker."  She nodded once, firmly.  Kardia thought a bit and nodded as
well.  They were quiet for a while, finishing the fish before them.

     Eventually, the Walker rubbed her thumb along her jawline and
began speaking again, slowly this time, gradually warming to the
subject, "So, getting there shouldn't be much of an issue.  But once
we're there, we may not be able to get back easily.  From what you've
said, opening a gate from that side will be harder than charming any
three of the hydra's heads.  So we may have to rely on the hope that
they're keeping their gate established and open.  Fortunately, that's
something we can check on, from this side."

     She tapped a fingernail against her teeth, thinking.  "We'll need
credit and connections, at the very least.  A reputation might help as
well, depending upon what kind of profile we want to have.  Going in
through the front door or sneaking in the back and all that rot.
Perhaps both at once, to be stereotypically sly.  You know," Jameson's
eyes focused on Kardia as she abruptly changed tones, "I'm quite
simply not sneaky enough for this.  At all.  Planning, I can do.
Contingency set-up halfway to the next universe and back again.  Human
psyche, response prediction, et cetera.  But I just don't think
secretively enough."  She rubbed her forehead, "I guess I'm used to
Bad Guys in Black Hats.  We need a thief.  A behind the scenes
hustler.  A person who thinks dangerously."

     Grey eyes met green and two voices said, "Errol."  A small,
shared smile of understanding, then Jameson continued, "As I said, I
suspect I'll be able to Walk the Matrix.  'Raelf has offered to modify
my deck and I've done it before -- it should be easier now.  Remind me
to think about wetware modifications.  Won't due to have people see me
sticking cyberjacks up my nose to make a connection."  At Kardia's
upraised eyebrow, Jameson flashed a brief grin.

     "You," Jameson looked pointedly at Kardia, "Definitely study up
on Magic.  We're going to need it.  I will want to see through your
eyes briefly, to get a fix on where you entered Nexus as well as
coordinates for your world.  Ah, stars.  Assuming it wasn't a one-time
opening, and that they're maintaining a stable gateway, who knows
what's hanging about on either side.  I'll also try to drum up any
info I can, through various sources, about... Shadow?  All worlds call
themselves some variation of 'Terra' but that term, the 'Shadowrun'
does stick in one's mind."  She pulled at her lower lip, "And I think
I'll clean up my deck.  Maybe make some backups, in case of a mess."
This time her smile didn't quite reach her eyes.

     Somehow, despite all their talking, they had managed to finish a
third large helping of sushi.  They stood to leave and Jameson leaned
forward to leave a few very old looking coins on the table.  She met
the chef's eyes briefly and he gave her a strange and steady look
while gathering up the coins.  The Walker and the Weaver then made
their way back outside into the late autumn air and, continuing to
toss plans and ideas to and fro, ambled back toward the Lighthouse in
the fading twilight.

---
Copyright 1994 by Kelly J. Cooper and Phyllis Rostykus.  Kardia is
hers, Jameson is mine.  All rights reserved.

Kelly J. Cooper			Liralen Li
kjc@cs.rutgers.edu	&	li@inigo.data-io.com
kjc@asylum.sf.ca.us		


