Date: Wed, 14 Apr 1999 18:01:13 -0400 From: Kafka Dreams To: void Subject: lemonade Today, the cafeteria had Fresh Samantha Lemondade. I really REALLY like their lemonade. Ingredients: Water, lemon juice, sugar. But only enough sugar to keep your lips from puckering through the back of your head. I got pulled into some meetings so I didn't drink it until a few hours later. It was cool but not cold anymore, like when Mom would make a pitcher and throw a lot of ice in and the ice would melt away leaving it at just this temperature on the kitchen counter. The first sip filled my mouth and there was a flash - across the back of my eyes, but so vivid it felt like in front of me - of sensations. It tasted like summer. Fresh mown grass. A breeze making the trees whisper, just cool enough to keep the cicadas from doing that evil hissing-hum-til-someone-goes-insane-and-kills-the-neighbors noise. Chlorine in yr sinuses from spending too much time in the pool. The flavors of the forest - moss, dead leaves, tree filtered air, dry dusty gravel along the side of the road that smells DRY and makes yr bike skid out, wet dirt and earthworms. The patchy sunburn that comes of riding in the car with yr arm hanging out. Sticky tar criss-crossed with bicycle tracks. Scraped knees. Dirt under yr fingernails from finding cool rocks and sticks and crap around the neighborhood and stashing them in yr pockets. Tire swings where you lean back and enjoy the vertigo. Hiding in the hedges to leap out and scare the crap out of friends, family, and pets. All the shades of the colors green and brown. A few sparkling pieces of happiness under glass with a hint of distortion - a globe that got taken off the shelf and shaken until the flavors and smells and colors and feelings all fly and fall, winking, back into the folds of memory.